New Project

There is a lot on my mind, a lot that has been weighing down on me for a very long time. There is no real words to describe what I am feeling, so I'm attempting to show all of this in a three to four part series of new deviations that I will be posting within the next few days or so. No, they will not be happy, yes they will be dark and yes, I am utterly ashamed of every word I will write in them. This is not meant to worry anyone, it is not meant to make anyone feel guilty and it is not me begging for help or anything else. This is what I do, I write. Those of you who actually do know me will know how it is I work, and I am sorry for what I will be posting, I truly am. There are so many of you that have changed my life, keep my balanced on a daily basis and I feel like I have taken many of you for granted. To my friends and family, thank you, for sticking by me for so long, you truly do mean the world to me.

For what comes next, I don't know how they will look, or how they will change your perceptions of me, but all I ask is that you bear with me in my...moments of weakness, perhaps even in my moments of madness. I don't know what will happen tomorrow, the next day, or even a year from now, but all I can hope for, all that I pray for is that you all will still be by my side.

I love you, my friends, each and every one of you, from the bottom of my heart.